wELL . that was unexpected. weird. weird weird weird.

I wanna say I miss you, but that’s inapropriate right?
I have a boyfriend (do i? ) you have a girlfriend but it’s not like that nope

we’re friends. we kissed once. I miss you.

tipzzz in bed waiting to skype family still here so gross merry christmas

we talked I cried he fell asleep I hurt myself in his bathroom and then went back to bed like everything was perfectly fine

HE WANTS ME TO GO HOME WITH HIM OVER BREAK. GO TO HIS HOME. MEET HIS PARENTS.

MEET HIS PARENTS.

PARENTS.

fuck I want mcdonalds so badly.

like. mcnuggets. a burger. fries. FUCK.
mcflurry.

……………………gimme it all x100000

who wants to get mcdonalds then lay in bed and watch movies and shit and be gross but ultimately cute because lbr everyone needs mcdonalds from time to time.

NO. TRANSATLANTICISM IS MY SONG. MY. SONG.

GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM THAT GET AWAY

dear fucking lord I just carried all my photo equipment from break to school and by the time I reached my class I thought I was going to fall over never again can inspiration put me back in the studio pls dear lord

sometimes living and going to school with your friends is awesome but other times the time I spend in the photo department is my only alone time and I want them to stay out of my territory

am I a horrible person ? you’re not a photo kid so stop hanging out here. I just want to have some time with my peers.

I’m unstable and upset and my roommates came home drunk and are just giggling and don’t even fucking notice that I’m not okay I want to disappear

no. stop this. don’t be so nice to me. don’t kiss my cheek in public or hold me close when the train’s crowded. don’t lightly stroke my hair and tell me it looks nice. don’t turn over and kiss me when you see I’m sad. don’t call me cass, not so lightly. don’t make future plans. don’t hold me tighter in the morning.

because it makes me so fucking happy and I can’t let myself by fooled by this.

AHHHHHHH THAT WAS TOO MUCH.

first one shows up then the other I CAN’T DEAL WITH THIS

oh man oh dear oh my

okay maybe working the labs instead of the cage tonight wont’ be that bad if the boi I wanna smooch is gonna be here for a few hours…………….

#OOPS  

I mean. I knew that was going to happen. there’s no way anything else could have. it was just a drunken thing. nothing more.

why am I disappointed?

get a much-anticipated fb message. nearly scream in class.

smooth.